jealous and cemburu

kadang2 cemburu kat kawan2 leh bukak facebook pakwa dia... malah leh letak picture bersama... tapi aku??? entahlah..teringin tapi takleh... aku sendiri tak tahu kenapa,.... tapi dalam hati teringin sangat2... tak tahulah... banyak yang perlu aku pendamkan dalam hati... tulah hati makin sakit kepala makin sakit... aku sangat mencintai dan menyayanginya tapi aku da tahu kenapa... lepas ni aku takkan jelas lagi... da penatla menangis dan memendam perasaan... rasa sakit dan sedih sangat2... apa yang perlu aku lakukan cumalah percaya sahaja kepadanya... itulah yang termampu bagiku

*For the rest of my life*

LIFE

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

i learn new thing

sejak malam tu... aku tlah blajar banyak perkara... aku dah tak kisah dah... aku akan ingat siapa diri aku yang sebenarnya... perasaanku..ntahla.. nothing... aku rasa bersyukur dia masih menerimaku atas semua kekhilafan aku sendiri.. pengalaman akan mengajarku kematangan sedikit demi sedikit... insyaallah..

time to study

dear Allah...
this time for me to study.. i need to focus on my studies.... from now and so on i'm going to start to learn new things...

apakah kesalahanku

apakah salahku kau memarahiku dan salahkanku... ntahla... susah untukku mendapatkanmu... pakah kau mencintai seperti dahulu... budak2 sangatkah aku ini bagimu... sedihnya hatiku.. inikah kesalahanku... buat sekelian kalinya titisan hujan pun turun.. hujan turun ketika aku sedang sedih.. apa yang aku harus lakukan...

shakina